My Faith Looks up to Thee
Words by Ray Palmer Music by Dr. Lowell Mason
"My faith looks up to Thee,
Thou Lamb of Calvary."
"Mr. Palmer, you may live many years and do "many good things, but I think you will be best known to posterity as the author of ' My faith looks up to Thee.'"
The hymn was published in 1832, but did not at first receive much notice. The Rev. Andrew Reed, D.D., of Scotland—who wrote " Why not to-night? " for which I composed the music—found a copy of the hymn in a religious newspaper while traveling in this country, took it home, and published it anonymously in his hymn-book.
Dr. Palmer wrote me the following incident: "During the Civil War, and on the evening preceding a terrible battle, six or eight Christian young men, who were looking forward to deadly strife, met together in one of their tents for prayer. After spending some time in committing themselves to God and in Christian conversation, and freely speaking together of the probability that they would not all survive the morrow, it was suggested by one of the number that they should draw up a paper expressive of the feelings with which they went to stand face to face with death, and all sign it; and that this should be left as a testimony to the friends of such of them as might fall. This was unanimously agreed to. After consultation, it was decided that a copy of ' My faith looks up to Thee ' should be written out, and that each man should subscribe his name to it, so that father, mother, sister or brother might know in what spirit they laid down their lives. Of course, they did not all meet again. The incident was related afterward by one who survived the battle."