FREEDOM from Bulimia
FREEDOM from Bulimia..
with men this may seem impossible with GOD ALL THINGS
ARE POSSIBLE!! Matthew 19:26
For ten yrs i secretly struggled with this eating disorder and it's
ugly friend, anorexia.. as a child i was taught right from wrong, about
Jesus dying for my sins, as a young person i got caught up in this secret
destructive behavior to escape my painful world and try to capture an
image of 'if only i was thinner'... the more i lost, harder i tried to
continue to obtain vain imaginations of this hope that almost killed me
than i tried killing myself trying to get there with extreme vomiting,
binging and cutting my wrists to escape life when nothing else worked.
All the while, inside i asked God to heal me and finally He did but i
had to go on a journey to find out who i was, in CHRIST,,..our
identities are so different than the images we see on the cover of magazines.. i
had to surrender to GOd all control.. forsake the weight scales,
obsessive food pattern habits, counting numbers on jeans and jars.. a total
devotion to HIM. Food was not my idol or god.. but it controlled me. A
faithful woman fasted for me while i was seeking recovery, something
happened. The depression broke, (immediate healing from binge/purge) and
after 18 months the midsets were totally gone. The monster inside was
released and now today, it's been
9 yrs~~~ of TOTAL HEALING... freedom God wants the same for you.. don't
despair... He's here and real bigger than our imaginations can believe
how deep His love for us is....
read my story at www.freeofbulimia.com
San Diego CA There is hope!!!!! Because of Jesus! There is hope.
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